Hmmm.....sorry, but that just leaves me feeling cold. I want truth, not to just play around with my perceptions.
It's interesting you chose an emotional evaluation of what I said. That's not relying on rational propositional truths. Do you believe that your emotions are entirely subject to your rational thoughts? That's what I hear you stating you hold as the ideal, to find "objective" truth to validate subjective feelings, but yet your response was not from a place of rationality, but from a feeling statement "cold".
That is why we test and compare notes and come up with new tests that are publicly available, etc. To get away from the subjective aspect and attempt to reach for the objective truths.
You do realize that "comparing notes" is in fact an inter-subjective experience? You have two, or multiple subjective individuals sharing their subjective thoughts with others subjective thoughts and opinions, and coming to some form of mutual agreements based on shared subjective perceptions, thoughts, ideas, frameworks, systems, etc?
In other words, it's a somewhat rather closed group-system of reality, that those of that tribe happen to have developed a common language around a set of shared cultural perspectives that creates a shared reality that they all agree on? This pretty much defines all cultures and the relative nature of truth.
OK, I would use a different language. They represent an opinion or even a value in our minds. They aren't 'truths', which by nature are objective.
No, truths are not objective. They're shared subjective points of reference and a mutual agreement of that particular basic view of reality. There is no such thing as an "objective truth", only an agreement with other subjects trying to create a common language and point of view in order to share the same space together of what the hell all this mess out there means.
Hmmm.....I just try to remember the raw experience and NOT translate.
The only way for that to happen is to set aside all language, and all thoughts, ideas, concepts, etc. This is a state of mindlessness, as the Buddhists might call it. Very few people, do this. We always colorize reality with an idea of our mind. The only way out of this, is meditation. Is that what you say you are trying to do? If so, I agree with that. If you are saying you're trying to be objective in thinking about it, I know that will fail.
Hmm...for me the relevant factor would be whether the FSM was real or not. If not, I would have to re-interpret my experience. The symbol seems to be avoiding the issue for me: whether what I experienced says something interesting about reality or whether it was just a fun ride for a while.
You see, I don't understand this. "Fun ride for awhile". If something has actual meaning to you, it's not mastubetory. It's not a thrill of the moment. It has significance. It has lasting, deeper meaning.
A symbol is a hook for that deeper sense of meaning to have some "object" for the mind to look to that points to that deeper, or transcendent meaning to. It gives it a face, that is "supernatural", in the sense that it's not just a rock or some common object laying around. It is imbued with meaning. It holds things like hope, love, truth, promise, and all these intangible, subjective truths that constitute pretty much every waking moment of our days on some deep subjective background level. In other words, our actual lived realities.
Well, the meaning it has would be worthless *for me* if it doesn't correspond to reality. At that point, it would be, for me, a delusion. Maybe a happy delusion. Maybe one that motivates me. But a delusion, none the less.
But reality is what you are choosing it to be. Just like it was reality for you before when you believed what you did, but now decided you don't believe anymore. And the same thing will be tomorrow, when you realize that what you believe today, no longer fits reality as you see it then.