I haven't replied to this one yet, because I was trying to think carefully about what I was going to say. I am mentally slow - you can hear the wheels grind!
I don't blame you for being 'sick with rage', but being 'sick with rage' depletes your energy, doesn't get you anywhere; perhaps another approach is to campain against the proposal. It's normal to have an emotional 'Jerk' response, but that won't achieve anything.
I do feel for you - don't misunderstand me; I just hope this gives you a different perspective