Let me preface this by saying that, while I don't dislike or hate Christianity (a semi-shocker for this site at times), I'm not a Christian in practice or faith. I was raised Christian, but fell away from it and have since been following a Dharmic path these past few years. I do think Jesus had more than a few good things to say (as well as being historically real), and Pslams and Ecclesiastes are among my favorite books in the Bible, but I do not believe Jesus is God. Nor do I believe that the Bible is the Word of God (inspired or literal).
With all of this being said, I find myself having dreams about Eastern Christianity.
A few weeks ago, I had a dream that I was in a Byzantine Catholic church during a high mass. My senses were actually working in said dream. Meaning I could hear the chanting, feel the Rosary in my hand, and smell the incense.
A few nights ago, it happened again, but this time I was in an Orthodox church. The same scenario occurred as well, where my senses could detect my surroundings, but it included another: taste. I could taste the communion bread and wine.
Dreams aside, I find myself reading about the lives of the Saints. Truly inspiring stuff.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not going to convert anytime soon, but these dreams and thoughts have been invasive for the past few weeks. As aforementioned, in addition to not believing that Christ was God or in the Divine authorship of the Bible, my homosexuality would put me at odds with the church. Me being pro-choice (not pro-abortion) would also put me at odds with the moral and social hierarchy within these churches.
Thoughts? Could these dreams mean anything? Or just my brain flushing out unneeded information and data?