I believe you ought to try understanding what you read.
I cor. 4:7 ¶ For who maketh thee to differ? and what hast thou that thou didst not receive? but if thou didst receive it, why dost thou glory as if thou hadst not received it?
So whose understanding do you have? Was it received from God or is it your own? I receive mine from God and I certainly believe it is available to anyone who wants it. I believe if you can't receive then you shouldn't be judging me as deficient because I can receive.
I believe you do.
What I believe is what the Lord Jesus Christ said about Himself that He is the ONE SENT by the one true God and that he is a man who heard the truth from God.
“And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and
Jesus Christ whom You have sent.” (John 17:3 NKJV)
“As it is, you are determined to kill me,
A MAN WHO HAS TOLD YOU THE TRUTH that I heard from God. Abraham did not do such things.” (John 8:40 NIV, emphasis mine).
At the point of death, even the people who murdered him said he is a man, the son of God.
“And when the centurion, who stood there in front of Jesus, heard his cry and saw how he died, he said, ‘Surely
THIS MAN WAS THE SON OF GOD!’” (Mark 15:39, NIV, emphasis mine).
After the apostles received the Holy Spirit they began preaching to the people of Jerusalem.
“So, all the people of Israel should know this truly: GOD HAS MADE JESUS —
THE MAN YOU NAILED TO THE CROSS — BOTH LORD AND CHRIST.” (Acts 2:36, New Century Version, emphasis mine)
“The God of our fathers raised up Jesus, whom you had murdered by hanging Him on a tree.
GOD EXALTED THIS MAN TO HIS RIGHT HAND AS RULER AND SAVIOR, to grant repentance to Israel, and forgiveness of sins.” (Acts 5:30-31, Holman Christian Standard Bible, emphasis mine)
Even Paul preached Jesus to the Gentiles
“For there is one God and ONE MEDIATOR BETWEEN GOD AND MEN,
THE MAN CHRIST JESUS” (I Timothy 2:5, NIV, emphasis mine)
So my understanding and my belief is the Lord Jesus Christ is truly a Man, not God.