I'm very thankful that the court still ruled genocide did take place in Bosnia and Herzegovina. They had to, of course - that's already been established numerous times. Not finding Serbia guilty, as a state, is something I can live with. I don't agree with it, I think a state can be just as guilty as individuals - especially when the government arms, supports, and protects those individuals with overwhelming public approval.
I can live with responses like the one said here by Slobodan - I can't accept all the people who still say no genocide took place, like Serbian leaders in Bosnia's government have been saying over the past two days.
So I'm torn, really. I just wish the court had been able to see all the evidence. When you have something major like not seeing videos of Serbian soldiers at the Srebrenica massacre, or audio tapes of Milosevic authorizing the "liquidation" of concentration camps, then that breeds room for "what if".
What if they'd seen this evidence, would they then have been prepared to find a state guilty of genocide? What if the EU wasn't trying to soften Serbia's response to Kosovo's near-guaranteed independence? These sorts of things keep you trapped in that moment, and that's very frustrating.
But thank God there's no appeals, thank God for that. I can't live through these things again, I really can't.
Now it's just a matter of getting Radovan Karadzic and Ratko Mladic convicted of genocide, and then - you know? I can live again. I won't have this ****ing thing on my back my entire life.