Interesting. The violence lies in the killing, not in the consumption.
I think you are just trying to find justifications for your inability to sacrifice meat. I was just only stating the Gautama Buddha stance by the way....
There is a story that goes in our circles that goes like this:
"A sage, seated beside the Ganges, notices a scorpion that has fallen into the water. He reaches down and rescues it, only to be stung. Some time later he looks down and sees the scorpion thrashing about in the water again. Once more he reaches down to rescue it, and once more he is stung. A bystander, observing all this, exclaims, “Holy one, why do you keep doing that? Don’t you see that the wretched creature will only sting you in return?” “Of course,” the sage replied. “It is the dharma of a scorpion to sting. But it is the dharma of a human being to save.”
Moral of story being -"Ahimsa Paramo Dharma"(Non-violence to every creature is the greatest dharma) (ofcourse the exceptions being Killing in self defense, defense of family, village, country is not himsa. Nor is killing in path of duty, like a hangman does )