Yuck. Anyway, it's not that there's not beautiful stuff in there too, but that's not what we're discussing now. What you're avoiding talking about is that one of the major themes of the OT is the glorification of mass murder when commanded by God. And yes, it is depressing. What's boring is being forced to demonstrate the obvious, while adherents steadily turn their heads away. Now that we've established the obvious: that it makes no difference whether it actually happened, that it actually meets the definition of genocide, that it takes up pages and pages of text, that it's horrific, that it's glorified, maybe we can have an interesting discussion about the moral implications of that, especially for modern Jews and Christians.
Well, one thing can be staightened out.
I don't need you for anything related to the interpretation of these passages. I know that they are there, I've read them several times and reflected on them deeply, reading them not only in English but also in their textual and intepretative history in both Judaism and Christianity.
It's the height of arrogance to take it upon yourself to inform people of faith about their book, especially when you hardly know a damn thing about it. It's insulting and insipid to mix your contempt of it with your ignorance.
If you want to read it with idiots, fine. Do it... and I have not refused to talk about it for one second on this thread. I have been frustrated in repeating myself, however.
If you want to use the darkness of the text to find the darkness in your own soul, then I would say that you're on a better track. These texts are recognized as art, a part of several religions that people have used successfully to fulfill the command of the Delphic oracle "know thyself."
Is there any darkness inside of you? You can find it with this.