Is it wrong to want to return home and leave this world

[psychoslice]

I have experienced so much in my life, I have experience my true SELF in Consciousness after many years of depression, I have been in situations where I was almost murdered, I was raped as a young man, I was shot by some stranger that I never knew. But I am happy for all this that happened in my life, for it made me grow and understand the human race.
I realize that the human race is full of ignorance, that they don't know what they are doing, as Jesus said as he was being crucified.

What I am trying to say is that do you ever come to a decision that, its time to leave this world, that there is nothing more to learn. I am not necessarily talking about suicide, I am more towards just simply going home. A home that is our true haven, a home that we all have felt deep inside, its that calling that we experience when we are alone and truly down in life.

Many times I cut myself, I like the blood that runs from my arms, I usually in up in the psycho ward which I love, when I am there I feel safe and sound.

Ever since I was a child I felt like this this, I always felt like an alien from another planet, and always had the urge to return home, so has any one else ever felt like this ?.

 

[Saint Frankenstein]

Yes, I have felt like that many times. But we will all die one day, regardless. Perhaps spend the rest of your life trying to help others. Then you may pass on knowing that you did your best to leave this wretched world a little better.

 

[Rick O'Shez]

Home that is our true haven, a home that we all have felt deep inside, its that calling that we experience when we are alone and truly down in life.

Do you mean a sense of being truly at peace? I find that being near the ocean or up in hills is a good way to connect.

 

[psychoslice]

Do you mean a sense of being truly at peace? I find that being near the ocean or up in hills is a good way to connect.

No, its much deeper than, I cannot even put it to a concept, its some that one must experience, to even come close to the experience, and in the end, the experience is secondary to that which IS.

 

[psychoslice]

Yes, I have felt like that many times. But we will all die one day, regardless. Perhaps spend the rest of your life trying to help others. Then you may pass on knowing that you did your best to leave this wretched world a little better.

Thank you my friend for those beautiful words, yes I can see that you have been through much pain xxx

 

[psychoslice]

Is it wrong, or are those that are against it, just don't want to be wrong ?.

 

[psychoslice]

I am not after sympathy, **** I'm been there and done that years ago, no, I am just asking in general, do you feel like leaving this world as we know it ?.

 

[psychoslice]

Most people are afraid of death, they will over many thousands of years come up with all sorts of crazy stories, giving them, over thousands of years to dream up something that sounds wonderful to the ignorant, but is nothing more than poison.

 

[Terese]

This material form we have is not our true selves. To want to go back is natural, as it is a place where we can TRULY rest. But it takes hard work to do so.

 

[FearGod]

I have experienced so much in my life, I have experience my true SELF in Consciousness after many years of depression, I have been in situations where I was almost murdered, I was raped as a young man, I was shot by some stranger that I never knew. But I am happy for all this that happened in my life, for it made me grow and understand the human race.
I realize that the human race is full of ignorance, that they don't know what they are doing, as Jesus said as he was being crucified.

What I am trying to say is that do you ever come to a decision that, its time to leave this world, that there is nothing more to learn. I am not necessarily talking about suicide, I am more towards just simply going home. A home that is our true haven, a home that we all have felt deep inside, its that calling that we experience when we are alone and truly down in life.

Many times I cut myself, I like the blood that runs from my arms, I usually in up in the psycho ward which I love, when I am there I feel safe and sound.

Ever since I was a child I felt like this this, I always felt like an alien from another planet, and always had the urge to return home, so has any one else ever felt like this ?.

Be away from the pigs and the raoches as much as you can and be close to the people that you love,
have in mind that today is different than tomorrow and that tomorrow will be a better day.

Patience is what you need and what we need, so lets stay alive and lets watch what tomorrow will bring for us.

 

[psychoslice]

This material form we have is not our true selves. To want to go back is natural, as it is a place where we can TRULY rest. But it takes hard work to do so.

Thank you................for me personally, I could never work out why they say its so hard ?, gee we are already that which is, we can never be anything more

Be away from the pigs and the raoches as much as you can and be close to the people that you love,
have in mind that today is different than tomorrow and that tomorrow will be a better day.

Patience is what you need and what we need, so lets stay alive and lets watch what tomorrow will bring for us.

Thank you, your words brought me tears, much love to you.

 

[rocala]

@psychoslice I am very sorry to read of your sadness, I hope things get better for you. I hope that this forum can give you some support and friendship.

I was very interested by your references to "going home". Throughout my life this everyday phrase has on occasion triggered an emotional response. It seems not to refer to my residence or where I grew up but something deeper,less tangible. Something that would be very precious to me if only I could remember what it was. You are the first person I have known to use the phrase in the same way.

Very best wishes to you.

 

[psychoslice]

I am very healthy for my age, but I do have one big Marjorie problem, besides schizophrenia, I was shot by someone along the highway just out of my town, at 2.30am in the morning, that was back in 1980, when I was 22 years old, ever since I have stuffed pain in my leg that the bullet went through. I have been lately think of getting rid of that parasite that is attached to me.

 

[psychoslice]

@psychoslice I am very sorry to read of your sadness, I hope things get better for you. I hope that this forum can give you some support and friendship.

I was very interested by your references to "going home". Throughout my life this everyday phrase has on occasion triggered an emotional response. It seems not to refer to my residence or where I grew up but something deeper,less tangible. Something that would be very precious to me if only I could remember what it was. You are the first person I have known to use the phrase in the same way.

Very best wishes to you.

No!, I am very happy, I am that happy that I am ready to go home, no, its not being depressed, its just a calling that no one can ever avoid, we are all going to die, beautiful.

 

[Jumi]

You're not the only one who feels like an alien on this planet. I feel I was born in the wrong period in history or the wrong part of the universe. I'm not in a hurry to leave though. I've found out ways to enjoy the situation without trying to escape.

 

[Laika]

Ever since I was a child I felt like this this, I always felt like an alien from another planet, and always had the urge to return home, so has any one else ever felt like this ?.

yeah. I get this feeling most days. sort of like I've been sleep walking and am now starting to wake up. I wouldn't say I'm returning home, but certianly have had to re-invent myself a few times from the more I get to know myself better and keep changing. you can feel pretty lost sometimes and rootless.

 

[FearGod]

Thank you, your words brought me tears, much love to you.

This is life, sometimes full of tears and sometimes full of laughs and we have always
to hope for a better tomorrow.

 

[DanielR]

I feel you ... I want home as well, wonder why I was sent here in the first place, people are truly horrible, and it seems to be getting worse and worse

 

[Sees]

I think sometimes we just get tired of the rat-race lived out on some flavor of human-farm where we are mostly a numbered tax-payer. We get tired of looking at a clock and thinking about (or stressing over) a bank balance.

If you give yourself a little retreat away from it all, as able, you can feel more at home in the world and in this life. The alienation of most modern societies will just build up too much for some.

 

[Rick O'Shez]

The alienation of most modern societies will just build up too much for some.

Particularly if you live in the concrete jungle of a city or large town.