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Is it wrong to want to return home and leave this world

psychoslice

Veteran Member
That is real stuff there.

I understand, friend . . have always felt alienated and not belonging.

May I ask why you feel like an alien? Is it the world around you?
When we Awaken, we see others around us that are still sleeping, not that we are better because we also realize that we are all one with the Source, we also laugh at many things in life that we took serious before. In fact, I remember when I first had my experience, all I could do is laugh my head off, it was like finally getting the joke, or the punch line, and realizing that the joke was on me lol.
 

psychoslice

Veteran Member
A segment from my book.

One night when I was just laying down to go to sleep I started to


drift away into what seemed to be a void, I just let myself go with

it, I drifted more and more into nothingness whatever that was.

All of a sudden I was gone? There was no me, there was only pure

space, I felt like I could see all the stars and planets, the whole Cosmos

was opening, I say that I felt these things but the truth is as I said I

wasn’t there.

There was a sense from within that this I was everything that there

IS, in those seconds or minutes I can’t recall, I could feel every single

soul, it was beautiful.

When I came back to the body − or was I always there? − I was

changed forever.

I remember I started to laugh, I didn’t really know why but it felt like

I just found something that I was searching for the whole of my life, I

wasn’t really searching for anything spiritual, well consciously that is,

and this thing that I found had no name, nothing, it was just a feeling

of great relief that every cell throughout my body knew of.

Now I was walking for the fi rst time on above the earths surface, I

now knew what Jesus meant by walking on the water, the crap of the

world was far below my feet, it could no longer touch me or harm

me.
 

Unification

Well-Known Member
When we Awaken, we see others around us that are still sleeping, not that we are better because we also realize that we are all one with the Source, we also laugh at many things in life that we took serious before. In fact, I remember when I first had my experience, all I could do is laugh my head off, it was like finally getting the joke, or the punch line, and realizing that the joke was on me lol.

Stay afloat, friend. Remember where you came from, keep that light lit. We all backslide and continue to fight the inner fight and die daily to abstracts. Let that light you experienced destroy the rest as it did before. You've overcome some monsters, and you know you can overcome and conquer anything.

As for the blood, I'm going to start donating some of mine. Maybe, just maybe... not only will it help others' health, it will help transform some minds and hearts if I keep my blood pure and peaceful.
 

Aquitaine

Well-Known Member
I have experienced so much in my life, I have experience my true SELF in Consciousness after many years of depression, I have been in situations where I was almost murdered, I was raped as a young man, I was shot by some stranger that I never knew. But I am happy for all this that happened in my life, for it made me grow and understand the human race.
I realize that the human race is full of ignorance, that they don't know what they are doing, as Jesus said as he was being crucified.

What I am trying to say is that do you ever come to a decision that, its time to leave this world, that there is nothing more to learn. I am not necessarily talking about suicide, I am more towards just simply going home. A home that is our true haven, a home that we all have felt deep inside, its that calling that we experience when we are alone and truly down in life.

Many times I cut myself, I like the blood that runs from my arms, I usually in up in the psycho ward which I love, when I am there I feel safe and sound.

Ever since I was a child I felt like this this, I always felt like an alien from another planet, and always had the urge to return home, so has any one else ever felt like this ?.
To return to the original state of non-existence. Unconscious, sterile, disconnected, no more happiness nor sadness, just total nothingness.

Yes, I too would love to return to that state, but I do not have the will to take myself there prematurely. At least given enough time, we will all end up in said state eventually, so I'll just have to wait. :)

Like you, I want to go home.
 

psychoslice

Veteran Member
To return to the original state of non-existence. Unconscious, sterile, disconnected, no more happiness nor sadness, just total nothingness.

Yes, I too would love to return to that state, but I do not have the will to take myself there prematurely. At least given enough time, we will all end up in said state eventually, so I'll just have to wait. :)

Like you, I want to go home.
Yes nicely said, and of course we must keep reminding ourselves that we are already HOME.:)
 

psychoslice

Veteran Member
Potentially "home". But if we are all One, then why do you have the urge to "return home"?
Well there is still the mind body organism that is being lived through by Consciousness, sometimes the mind takes over and we forget that were already home, so there will be at times a slip into ignorance, and then like a cloud blocking the sun, the cloud moves on, and there is the realization the sun was always there.
 

Straw Dog

Well-Known Member
Hello psychoslice,

Ever since I was a child I felt like this this, I always felt like an alien from another planet, and always had the urge to return home, so has any one else ever felt like this ?.

I am home.

I used to feel depressed, but after a series of existential breakthroughs... Now its like whatever happens, I will work with it in a playful spirit. It is only whenever you can let the ground drop out completely beneath your feet that you are truly free to fly.

Feelings of alienation are natural along with feelings of involvement and attachment. The belief that one should only experience one particular static set of feelings is what causes confusion. Accept the ebb and flow! When feeling alienated, be alienated. When feeling integrated, be integrated... Roll with it and be aware of the temporary conditions for both states. Even Oneness is not a perfect ideal state.

What's the point of life? We might as well ride it out completely. Life is messy. Let yourself be vulnerable. Let's not close ourselves up into these little conceptual boxes of identity. Become comfortable with being uncomfortable. Let's push ourselves outside the box. There may or may not be more to learn, but there is always a vastness of experience to explore. Let's break the habit tonight and do something completely different. :)
 

psychoslice

Veteran Member
Hello psychoslice,



I am home.

I used to feel depressed, but after a series of existential breakthroughs... Now its like whatever happens, I will work with it in a playful spirit. It is only whenever you can let the ground drop out completely beneath your feet that you are truly free to fly.

Feelings of alienation are natural along with feelings of involvement and attachment. The belief that one should only experience one particular static set of feelings is what causes confusion. Accept the ebb and flow! When feeling alienated, be alienated. When feeling integrated, be integrated... Roll with it and be aware of the temporary conditions for both states. Even Oneness is not a perfect ideal state.

What's the point of life? We might as well ride it out completely. Life is messy. Let yourself be vulnerable. Let's not close ourselves up into these little conceptual boxes of identity. Become comfortable with being uncomfortable. Let's push ourselves outside the box. There may or may not be more to learn, but there is always a vastness of experience to explore. Let's break the habit tonight and do something completely different. :)
Yes I agree with all you said, its just at times we slip into the illusion, and then we shake the illusion off, and return to, well who we truly are, after all there is the mind body organism, and at times someone has to feed the dog.
 

Straw Dog

Well-Known Member
Yes I agree with all you said, its just at times we slip into the illusion, and then we shake the illusion off, and return to, well who we truly are, after all there is the mind body organism, and at times someone has to feed the dog.

Please define this 'illusion'.

If we exist within an illusion at times then how we can ever really say that we are truly ourselves at other times? Isn't it more authentic to identify somewhat with the 'illusion' part of the time?
 

psychoslice

Veteran Member
Please define this 'illusion'.

If we exist within an illusion at times then how we can ever really say that we are truly ourselves at other times? Isn't it more authentic to identify somewhat with the 'illusion' part of the time?
Language my friend, language, it can never truly mean what we try to make it mean, after all its part of the illusion.
 

Straw Dog

Well-Known Member
Language my friend, language, it can never truly mean what we try to make it mean, after all its part of the illusion.

The term 'illusion' is being used these days far too loosely... for a variety of different agendas. Clarity is actually possible through language. Define and refine, my friend.
 

psychoslice

Veteran Member
The term 'illusion' is being used these days far too loosely... for a variety of different agendas. Clarity is actually possible through language. Define and refine, my friend.
What word hasn't been loosely used, hence I cannot debate that which Is, define and refining is also useless, we only need to be silent which says a lot more than any useless words.
 
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