I will let you do that. If you insist on making statements about god then you might actually want to work a bit at it. Reading wont help, maybe avout 1,000 days in nature can help if you are really stupid like me! Probably cant be accomplished with just 40 days and nights though, thats for exceptional individuals. I have clearly stated that its a perception issue, so one has to adress their perceptions directly rather than reading about them. Kinda like music, we can play the instrument, or discuss and read music theory, but theory has nothing to do with actual playing. This forum is generally all about theory pretending to play music and nothing more. Like pretending we are all on some great nature hike by watching tv.