So I posted about losing my job recently, but there's a lot more than that going on. It also looks like I will be losing my housing as well as my health insurance. I got an eviction notice and the 30 days are up on the 20th. After that I get a court date and have to go up against the lawyers of the property org (which is public housing). The health insurance ends on the 30th.
I had a caseworker I relied on but her and the organization (Southeast Healthcare) have both thrown me under the bus and are acting very cruelly towards me. I have no advocacy now. It's not the first time I've been mistreated by this organization. Infact, the bone injury in my left shoulder was caused by them giving me meds that made me have grand mal seizures, and I collapsed on it.
So I'm left with a back rent total of over $6,000 that I thought they were going to help me with but they just decided to stick me with it after months of games, confusion and lack of communication, knowing I can't pay it and that I've fallen into hardship. But whatever, it's all my fault.
So I don't know what to do anymore. Everything has just fallen apart so quickly and I really have no one to help me with this. I'm going to be homeless. I was about to go back to school so I can finally get my high school diploma. Instead, I'm going to be out on the streets.
It does seem like I'll get my job back, judging from the meeting I've had yesterday but there's no final opinion yet and that won't happen right away. But I can't work and be homeless, so what does that matter. I guess I can ask my union rep if he has any ideas what to do, but I don't have hope anymore.
I don't want anyone's money. It's over. Public mental health organizations were supposed to help me, but they have thrown me away. I'm done begging for help and humiliating myself. Either way, I'm not going to be some destitute street person. I'll die before that happens. I just know for a fact that dreams and goals don't come true. And you're nothing if you're not born with money and especially if you're mentally ill. I should've died in the womb like I was supposed to.
Edit:
I might not be getting kicked out. I just spoke to my housing coordinator and he said he can stop it by getting a declaration of no income from my HR manager. I just called her and she said she'll send it over. So hopefully this works. I still don't know what's going to be done about the back rent but some sort of payment arrangement will need to be worked out.
I just can't lose my housing. I am on section 8 and my building is owned by a public organization. If I get kicked out, I'll lose my housing voucher.
This has been such a mess.
I had a caseworker I relied on but her and the organization (Southeast Healthcare) have both thrown me under the bus and are acting very cruelly towards me. I have no advocacy now. It's not the first time I've been mistreated by this organization. Infact, the bone injury in my left shoulder was caused by them giving me meds that made me have grand mal seizures, and I collapsed on it.
So I'm left with a back rent total of over $6,000 that I thought they were going to help me with but they just decided to stick me with it after months of games, confusion and lack of communication, knowing I can't pay it and that I've fallen into hardship. But whatever, it's all my fault.
So I don't know what to do anymore. Everything has just fallen apart so quickly and I really have no one to help me with this. I'm going to be homeless. I was about to go back to school so I can finally get my high school diploma. Instead, I'm going to be out on the streets.
It does seem like I'll get my job back, judging from the meeting I've had yesterday but there's no final opinion yet and that won't happen right away. But I can't work and be homeless, so what does that matter. I guess I can ask my union rep if he has any ideas what to do, but I don't have hope anymore.
I don't want anyone's money. It's over. Public mental health organizations were supposed to help me, but they have thrown me away. I'm done begging for help and humiliating myself. Either way, I'm not going to be some destitute street person. I'll die before that happens. I just know for a fact that dreams and goals don't come true. And you're nothing if you're not born with money and especially if you're mentally ill. I should've died in the womb like I was supposed to.
Edit:
I might not be getting kicked out. I just spoke to my housing coordinator and he said he can stop it by getting a declaration of no income from my HR manager. I just called her and she said she'll send it over. So hopefully this works. I still don't know what's going to be done about the back rent but some sort of payment arrangement will need to be worked out.
I just can't lose my housing. I am on section 8 and my building is owned by a public organization. If I get kicked out, I'll lose my housing voucher.
This has been such a mess.
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