Calling oneself a non-Hindu isn't an insult, calling another is.
It isn't hatred that I feel, it is an 'about time I move on from all this' feel. If you are the 'Truth' as you said, how can you do anything wrong? If your actions are beyond reproach, what is there to forgive? Do you see it now? Do you understand?
You say you love Sri Krishna, but when was the last time you let Him in and I mean really let him in? You know, reducing you to a shell of a man? leaving you a babbling mess on the floor?
You say that your scripture trumps personal experience...can your Lord Krishna be found in a book? How much reading do you need to do before you can 'experience' Krishna? Oh wait, that's right, personal experience means nothing anyway.
Until you've had that personal experience, of course it is going to mean nothing....to you!
Once you have though, you'll understand...you'll know. I also realise that it's too much to expect from me, but all I am asking is that you open up your heart and just love Sri Krishna a bit more.
Don't think what it's like to be a Hindu, feel what it is like to be one. Breathe it...live it...be it.
This is why I had to hang up on you before...you are just not ready yet.
Om Namah Shivay