No. I just got tired of half the congregation showing up for church, going through the motions, socializing, then going back and living very non-christian lives during the rest of the week. I wonder how many had actually read at least the new testament. Thats why I went back to a natural religion instead of a revealed one. Mother Nature has never dissapointed me.
Well, religion is what you make of it. I completely understand how frustrating those things are -- and I'm not making fun of your position. Just trying to clarify what that position
is.
Since Xy is a communal religion, predicated upon relationship, it's tragic that the members made it such that you could get nothing out of it. However, One of the most natural things about human beings is that they disappoint much of the time.
That being said, I wonder if you ever stopped to consider the following:
How many disciples stayed at the cross with Jesus while he died.
How many people do manage to faithfully live the liturgy during the week.
The first Xtians didn't have a new testament to read.
We're not perfect by any means. But we
are the body of Christ.
And just to button up the topic: What if you considered (as the Celtic Christians did/do) that the world is God's physical body, and that all things are interconnected -- whether they read the bible or not, go to church or not, or show up or not?
You don't have to be a Xtian to be a Xtian.