I do not identify as Hindu, as you can see from what displays in my posts now. This is not sudden; what is sudden is deciding to "come out" (jeez, I thought I had that all taken care of 19 years ago! ). Nah, this has been long in coming. I've dabbled with Buddhism, Taoism, and combinations of Buddhism, Taoism and Hinduism in varying amounts in the recipe. But it's been a recipe for internal disaster.
So what changed? Nothing, really. I've been hinting around about Thor; talking about how I couldn't get close to Krishna and Rama; and so on. None of this is new, I've just been trying too hard to follow something I can't. The reasons are pretty much that Hinduism just doesn't feel right or "do it" for me theologically and cosmologically. I can't relate to it, hard as I tried.
So where am I going? Talking almost incessantly about Thor might give a clue. Yes, the religion of whom I have strong reason to believe are my ancestors... Ásatrú, faith or belief in the Æsir (and Vanir), who are the gods and goddesses of the Norse. I've been drawn for a long time to Norse religion, but I always brushed it aside. But it seems the Big Guy with the hammer grabbed me in a headlock. I can relate to the Norse deities in a way I couldn't with Hinduism, especially to Thor. He is my "ishta-devata", no question. There are still elements of Hinduism I find compatible with Ásatrú. Some of it is genuine, some of it is possibly my own upg. For example, I am still drawn to Saraswati, Lakshmi, Hanuman, Ganesha, Narasimha and Shiva, but they are simply deities in my pantheon that have attributes that overlap with most of the Norse deities I am drawn to; those forms speak to me.
So there am I... one of the world's shortest Vikings.
So what changed? Nothing, really. I've been hinting around about Thor; talking about how I couldn't get close to Krishna and Rama; and so on. None of this is new, I've just been trying too hard to follow something I can't. The reasons are pretty much that Hinduism just doesn't feel right or "do it" for me theologically and cosmologically. I can't relate to it, hard as I tried.
So where am I going? Talking almost incessantly about Thor might give a clue. Yes, the religion of whom I have strong reason to believe are my ancestors... Ásatrú, faith or belief in the Æsir (and Vanir), who are the gods and goddesses of the Norse. I've been drawn for a long time to Norse religion, but I always brushed it aside. But it seems the Big Guy with the hammer grabbed me in a headlock. I can relate to the Norse deities in a way I couldn't with Hinduism, especially to Thor. He is my "ishta-devata", no question. There are still elements of Hinduism I find compatible with Ásatrú. Some of it is genuine, some of it is possibly my own upg. For example, I am still drawn to Saraswati, Lakshmi, Hanuman, Ganesha, Narasimha and Shiva, but they are simply deities in my pantheon that have attributes that overlap with most of the Norse deities I am drawn to; those forms speak to me.
So there am I... one of the world's shortest Vikings.