When someone ask, tell me about the God you believe in...and you do.
They are not going to see God the way you do. Because telling about a God, is not the same as having an understanding by the one who listen to you.
They listen to you, then they have to study it for them selves to gain the wisdom you have gained.
You can't understand God without actively seeking God first.
I have sought God. That's one reason I had to depart from holy books. I esteemed God to be all virtue and nothing vice. Then I looked for evidence of omniscient power, knowledge, and presence, and care. I did not find that to be any reality that I ever experienced. God became smaller and smaller to the point of non existence.
I discovered moral perfection in the virtues.
I discovered that nature has intelligent creative power.
I discovered that nature is indifferent to moral values.
I discovered that nature is not even close to being perfectly designed.
I've considered that the universe is not fundamental reality.
I've considered that there is an eternal, intelligent source reality.
Some have considered the law of karma, but horrific tragedy happens to good people. So I had to digress from that notion.
The physical constraints on reality being purely natural occuring is overwhelmingly evident. Supernatural events have never been witnessed.
I have to consider that the universe is mostly hostile to life. And there is no harmony in the wild life nature of living creatures.
I have no reason to believe that this Earth is hell, or purgatory. God seems to throw away perfectly decent people if that were the case.
My notions of God are mostly defeated.
All I have after that is a natural based spirituality.
If I thought God has put us all down on Earth for very good reasons, if I thought that God somehow needs us to be on our own in a world separate from God, then perhaps God would become alive again.
Then I think that as dark and vast the void of space is, that God does not want to be recognized.
So I consider that God is hidden. I consider that for life to grow at all then it must be left entirely on its own separate from the care of omniscient love. I consider that if everyone was always in the loving care of an omniscient God then perhaps we would all be like spoiled children.
So perhaps this life is a gift to the rebellious nature of living organisms. Yet evil and atrocity is a sad fact of life on Earth. It's hard to reconcile God with its existence.
Then I've considered lesser Gods that were vulnerable and not omniscient. Perhaps the war between good and evil has always raged on. Perhaps God or gods are in the midst of this war from far away.
Lastly my faith is spiritual and atheistic. However I'm not anti theist. I catch myself still looking for God.