We can argue for the next 2000 years and yet not come to a conclusion, as to who or what Jesus was or what he taught - as this has not been settled unanimously even after the last 2000 years. My view on the matter parallels more or less what is mentioned in this article:
Elaine Pagels on "Jesus and his Message in the Gnostic Gospels"
Jesus and his Message in the Gnostic Gospels
Some key sentences from here:
- Any Christian who has paid attention to the readings of the gospels in church will realize that there are significant differences in their perspective on the nature of Jesus.
- Among the myriad of Jesus' followers were the Gnostics, a group so-called because they believed one could seek after God and find secret knowledge or wisdom by studying oneself (the Greek word gnosis literally means "those who know"). The Gnostics' appraisal of Jesus' teachings was a stance we have come to associate today with the religions of the East, which are permeated by similar drive after personal enlightenment. Indeed, Pagels' favorite Gnostic saying of Jesus, gospel of Thomas 70, fits comfortably within these mystical traditions: "You must bring forth what is within you to be saved; if you do not, you will be destroyed."
- The Gnostics believed that by investigating the source of sorrow, joy, love and hate, one could cultivate insight and discover God as the fountainhead of all of these states of being. The significance of Jesus is interpreted to be that of a model, one whose instruction to come and know oneself as he did will transform human beings into sons (and daughters) of God like him. Consistent with the scholarly consensus that Jesus' purpose was not to found a new religion centering its devotion upon him, the Gospel of Philip, a companion text to the gospel of Thomas, urges followers not to become Christians, but rather new Christs.
- Pagels gives a more rational explanation for why the Church deemed the Gnostic gospels to be dangerous and banned them. The coexistence of this Gnostic Theology alongside other views of Jesus' divinity was a direct challenge to the consolidating power structure of the Church.
- The Gnostic understanding of Jesus rendered the Church's existence unnecessary; one did not have to go through Jesus and the Church, but could approach God on one's own.
My suggestion to you would be:
1. Become more open-minded.
2. Read the church-banned gospels in your non-church time (in secrecy or in defiance).
3. Read the inner-core experience of founders of other religions and their practitioners, their interpretations and the philosophies they evolved out of these experiences.
4. Abandon a purely intellectual approach and Explore Your Inner Self using methods like introspection, concentration, meditation etc.
5. If you are a 100% devout Christian, forget the Church and approved gospels and go after the Inner Self which is Jesus or what Jesus experienced as the Inner Self. Both your Inner Self and Jesus Inner Self ARE THE SAME.
Be Blessed,
Satish
PS: You can also try initiating Gnostic methodology in the Church.
You really need to study up more on Gnosticism. I don't have time to go into detail here, but suffice to say your POV with regard to Gnosticism is limited and it skews your thinking.
First of all, Thomas isn't a Gnostic gospel. It may have some gnostic elements, but that's not its locus.
Second, Pagels is wrong on the point of threat. The threat wasn't political, it was
theological. You said it yourself:
The Gnostic understanding of Jesus rendered the Church's existence unnecessary
If you read the gospels, you will quickly find that they are extremely community-oriented. To be right with God implies
relationship -- not only between an individual and God, but especially as the relationship is borne out and made manifest in our relationships with others. When we do these things to the least of us, we do them to Christ.
If your view of Gnosticism is correct, it is dangerous because it places an emphasis on individuality which runs completely counter to what Jesus was teaching by word and example: the establishment of God
in community with humanity as a whole. The very reason why the doctrine of the Trinity was established was to establish
community as the standard of our being. The Trinity -- God available in three Persons -- is the ultimate expression of God-as-community.
Gnosticism places a great deal of emphasis on
doing and attaining. But orthodoxy (indeed, Xy itself) places the emphasis on
being, and on
becoming, with the caveat that it is creator God who effects the becoming in us, and not we, ourselves. We come no closer to God through the attainment of knowing. Rather, we come close to God because God comes close to
us and makes God's Self
known to us in the breaking of bread (which is done in community). the knowing is in being known.
Third, you have no idea how "open-minded" I am. I am perfectly willing to accept Gnostics into the Xian community, because I believe that hospitality is key, and because hospitality is key, unity is established. Unity does not mean "uniformity," it means an allowance for "diversity." Gnostics are part of the human family and, as such, they are part of Christ's kingdom, in all its wondrous variety.
Fourth, you also have no idea as to the disposition of my spiritual formation, so please don't pretend to lecture me in the finer points of it. You may be assured that I've got a real good handle on the matter. There is a time for every purpose. There is time to be alone with God. There is also time to be together with God in community.
Fifth, if I forget the church, I forget God, since the Church is the Body of Christ and Jesus is the second Person of the Trinity. If I forget the Church, I also forget the manifest God, because God is always manifest in and through the community.
Might I suggest that
you do some further study of both Gnosticism and orthodoxy before preaching to the Preacher and directing the Spiritual Director? I think you've got some good ideas, but they need some fleshing out, IMHO.