Oh, yeah? Indulging yourself?
It's not new to me. Logically, I know we're naturally selfish animals and even strict altruism is selfish because it supports the survival of the species and, therefore, your own genes albeit in indirect way. You really should consider looking into anarcho-communism more. It's communist, but it's influenced a lot by individualism and egoism. It doesn't have a problem with selfishness. It just lets everyone indulge their selfishness.
I'm honestly realizing how much of a nihilist I really am lately.