I do not accept your definition as it is not correctly supported.
So almost all of what you've said in this post means nothing to me.
You just have to deal with the logic of choosing. The fact that some phenomenon can turn out one way or another.
The alternatives presented to the traditional logic of the spirit choosing, and the existence of the spirit is a matter of faith and revelation, are:
- free will is an illusion in the mind
- free will is not real
- free will is real, but it has a logic of being cause and effect, being forced (also known as compatibilism, which is the most popular theory now in science and philosophy)
- every option in a choice signifies a different universe, multiverse
(edited to add:
- that an event can turn out several different ways means that it is random, and therefore lacking in emotion (blind pittiless and indifferent))
The traditional solution is obviously the only one that is a real solution. It simply works practically in daily life. A simple logical construct that functions without internal contradictions, and without contradictions with the rest of regular knowledge. It is totally obvious that words such as beauty, love, God, soul, are terms belonging to this construct.
The other proposed solutions are obviously just incoherent intellectualizing, which cannot be applied practically.