I am saying that because nothingness cannot give birth to something, then 'something' had to have existed in order for any one thing to be in existence. And that initial 'something g' called Himself I A M. I AM. I exist. And because I M capable of existence , because my nature. Is one of existence. I can give birth to ,existence, in a variety of forms.You seem to be struggling with answer this question directly. Are you saying god came from no thing?