I was answering what you posted to me....how thoughtless of me not to consider your sensibilities....sorry.
I'm not good at condensing a book into one paragraph.
I am not your enemy metis....I am only putting a voice to the doubt you already have. I believe that you are actually fighting yourself.....and you have probably been doing it for as long as you can remember.
We all have the same choices and can all access the same information. Why did some people love Jesus and want to follow him, while others wanted to kill him? It's all about what we want to believe....isn't it? That is what separates the sheep from the goats.
All is relevant to the topic. I like side points personally as they expand knowledge of the subject...I think I can understand why you don't like them. I love detail but you seem to be offended by it.
No metis, it is impossible to have a discussion with someone who "can't handle the truth" even when it is apparent from their frequent shifts in religious thinking over the years, that they have difficulty pinning it down. What I shared is the honest truth as I understand it. I assume that you do too?
The church, (like their role models the Pharisees) say one thing and do the opposite.
I found my truth over 45 years ago and I haven't budged an inch. I feel genuinely sorry for the indecisive people of this world, who can never quite get a handle on what to believe. (James 1:6-8) I believe that these conversations give them food for thought....don't you?
I sincerely hope you eventually find what you are looking for, but I would be more than amazed if you found it in Catholicism. I think your logic will ultimately defeat how much faith it takes to believe what Catholicism teaches....but that is just me....a refugee from Christendom who found a solid house to live in...not built on sand, but built on the rock that is not Peter, but Jesus Christ. The storm is coming, so let's see whose house is still standing at the end...?
I understand, but I might start a thread anyway and open it up to the Catholic folk here for discussion. I'm sure that the differences will interest at least some people. I'll work on it.