Rival Blah

[LuisDantas]

Is it wrong to frubal this post?

Probably. Understandable, too.

 

[BSM1]

So, lately I've been feeling even worse than usual. It's not that I have any real issues going on or anything to moan and cry about (and I can't even swear on here to express how I really feel), more like the opposite. There's just nothing going on. I feel like every morning I don't want to get out of bed because all the days are the same and I've even lost count of what day it is tbh. It's always cold despite somehow being summer, which irks me a lot because I thrive in the sun and I feel like I deserve a summer but obviously La Nina doesn't. Haven't have a decent thirty degrees in years. I just wanna go out for a walk and can't even do that.

So I'm not going to be on here much. Or anywhere much. I just wanna die. Meaningless pointless life blah nihilism don't care about anything no fixed morality blah it's really getting to me now.

Ah if you want my Skype just pm for it.

no I'm not drunk. I couldn't even if I wanted to cos I have no id and I look like12 so eh.

bye

Rival

Sooo...you gonna finish that doughnut?

 

[Rival]

Sometimes the physical can jumpstart the psychological/mental. It's all just brain chemistry, and perfectly normal.

When I get stuck in a rut like this I'll just hit the gym a little harder, go for a long hike, something like that. A change of scenery really helps too.

And yes, also sex. That helps too.

existential depression isn't brain chemistry. its you realising youre dust either way.

 

[Satans_Serrated_Edge]

existential depression isn't brain chemistry. its you realising youre dust either way.

Sure it is. I came to terms with the 'dust either Way's thing decades ago. I honestly find it comforting at this point.

It's all brain chemistry. You can focus that as some sort of spirituality if it helps, or ignore me altogether. No sweat either way.

 

[Rival]

Sure it is. I came to terms with the 'dust either Way's thing decades ago. I honestly find it comforting at this point.

It's all brain chemistry. You can focus that as some sort of spirituality if it helps, or ignore me altogether. No sweat either way.

no it's not brain chemistry. thats regular depression. not arguing right now though. idc anyway.

 

[Satans_Serrated_Edge]

Perhaps that belief is part of your problem.

Good luck.

 

[Augustus]

existential depression isn't brain chemistry. its you realising youre dust either way.

Some dust is quite interesting though.

The stuff on top of your kitchen cupboards is all greasy and you can make mini dust "snowballs" with it.

Other times dust has little bits of chocolate in it and can be eaten.

Space dust is pretty cool too

Hope things improve for you. You can be like one of the superior kinds of dust

 

[The Emperor of Mankind]

So, lately I've been feeling even worse than usual. It's not that I have any real issues going on or anything to moan and cry about (and I can't even swear on here to express how I really feel), more like the opposite. There's just nothing going on. I feel like every morning I don't want to get out of bed because all the days are the same and I've even lost count of what day it is tbh. It's always cold despite somehow being summer, which irks me a lot because I thrive in the sun and I feel like I deserve a summer but obviously La Nina doesn't. Haven't have a decent thirty degrees in years. I just wanna go out for a walk and can't even do that.

So I'm not going to be on here much. Or anywhere much. I just wanna die. Meaningless pointless life blah nihilism don't care about anything no fixed morality blah it's really getting to me now.

Ah if you want my Skype just pm for it.

no I'm not drunk. I couldn't even if I wanted to cos I have no id and I look like12 so eh.

bye

Rival

I'll miss you and all the friend chicken wings you provide!! We have Skype but I'll miss you being here too!!!

 

[YmirGF]

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For you, sweet thing. @Rival

 

[David1967]

like12 so eh.

Thats not necessarily a bad thing. All through school I was thought to be much younger than I was. And it was frustrating at the time. But now I'm 49 and people think I'm much younger. So,,,it gets better.

 

[MD]

This is a good clip on will

All of existence is a continuation of will. You are the product of billions of years of struggle and triumph. Of untold suffering and defeating the odds. You may turn to dust, but what you do, your legacy, can continue till the end of time. Even if it's a small contribution to a greater eternal idea, it is worthwhile. Whether you, your descendants and our species succeeds comes down to will.

Rise.

Sorry to see you go...but I talk to you on skype anyways .

 

[Rival]

Thats not necessarily a bad thing. All through school I was thought to be much younger than I was. And it was frustrating at the time. But now I'm 49 and people think I'm much younger. So,,,it gets better.

Oh trust me it's no bad thing.

 

[David1967]

Oh trust me it's no bad thing.

Am I misunderstanding this post? Are you saying it is not a bad thing?

 

[Rival]

Am I misunderstanding this post? Are you saying it is not a bad thing?

That's what I said brother.

 

[Brickjectivity]

You will be missed

She'll be back. Can't resist.

 

[Rival]

She'll be back. Can't resist.

I doubt it. There's nothing here for me.

 

[David1967]

I doubt it. There's nothing here for me.

Well, I for one will miss your contributions to this forum if you go. Hope you will reconsider. If not, I wish you luck.

 

[Revoltingest]

I doubt it. There's nothing here for me.

What if I turn up the thermostat....make it more summerful here?

 

[Deidre]

((thinking of you))

 

[Quagmire]

Take care, Rival. Hope you can find something more worthwhile to devote your time to (more worthwhile than this place I mean, which shouldn't be too hard to do. ).