Rival Blah

[Saint Frankenstein]

You guys need to do a bit better at paying attention, it seems! She sounds very suicidal! Please, someone try to contact her or get authorities over to where she lives. She needs help!

 

[Aquitaine]

existential depression isn't brain chemistry. its you realising youre dust either way.

Though it does bring a surprising amount of comfort to know that all of the struggles and pain people feel will also one day turn in to dust: it isn't just the pleasant things which end.

 

[Debater Slayer]

You guys need to do a bit better at paying attention, it seems! She sounds very suicidal! Please, someone try to contact her or get authorities over to where she lives. She needs help!

(Someone had a rather long conversation outside RF with her earlier. He will also not leave her alone as long as he has a way to ask her how she's doing.)

 

[Saint Frankenstein]

Rival, if you see this, consider that even if there is no inherent meaning or purpose in life, we create our own personal meaning and purpose. Even the Gods, who I view as the great Powers of the Cosmos, have their own personal wills and purposes which they have also self-created and self-perpetuated, but it forms a harmony through interaction and balance. It is the same with all beings. It's within yourself. You are a conscious being and you decide your own path in life. It's yours for the taking if you want it. I know what you've been through and are going through. But you can change it. You can change your life. Just hold on. Be a Hero.

Listen to Sia. She's been through a lot of crap and suffers from mental illness, too:

 

[Quagmire]

So, lately I've been feeling even worse than usual. It's not that I have any real issues going on or anything to moan and cry about (and I can't even swear on here to express how I really feel), more like the opposite. There's just nothing going on. I feel like every morning I don't want to get out of bed because all the days are the same and I've even lost count of what day it is tbh.

Sounds like you need something to care about, doesn't really matter what it is: hell, I've been using this place for 9 years, and don't think that's any easy feat (*caring about this place for 9 years consistently, I mean. )

Like I say, doesn't really matter what you do, as long as you're doing something, because that's how you wind up running into the things that do matter.

[*Note: I don't really care about this place anymore, not like I used to, but I still care enough about some of the people here that I'll probably always still be around at least a little, even after I finally work up the nerve to quit. ]

“Whatever you do will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it.”
― Mahatma Gandhi

It's always cold despite somehow being summer, which irks me a lot because I thrive in the sun and I feel like I deserve a summer but obviously La Nina doesn't. Haven't have a decent thirty degrees in years. I just wanna go out for a walk and can't even do that.

I'm right there with you, Rival. I'm in south/central California, it's the middle of July, and it's freezing here: everybody's walking around wearing coats and sweaters in the middle of the afternoon. I want my money back.

I might take a trip inland where it's in the upper 90s, just because it's the middle of July and it's supposed to be in the upper 90s.

So I'm not going to be on here much. Or anywhere much. I just wanna die. Meaningless pointless life blah nihilism don't care about anything no fixed morality blah it's really getting to me now.

Ah if you want my Skype just pm for it.

no I'm not drunk. I couldn't even if I wanted to cos I have no id and I look like12 so eh.

bye

Rival

I've been there a million times. This world sucks and humankind being in charge has only made it worse, IMO. But if you can get past that you can have enough worthwhile moments that when you get to be my age you can look back and honestly say it was worth sticking around for.

 

[Smart_Guy]

So, lately I've been feeling even worse than usual. It's not that I have any real issues going on or anything to moan and cry about (and I can't even swear on here to express how I really feel), more like the opposite. There's just nothing going on. I feel like every morning I don't want to get out of bed because all the days are the same and I've even lost count of what day it is tbh. It's always cold despite somehow being summer, which irks me a lot because I thrive in the sun and I feel like I deserve a summer but obviously La Nina doesn't. Haven't have a decent thirty degrees in years. I just wanna go out for a walk and can't even do that.

So I'm not going to be on here much. Or anywhere much. I just wanna die. Meaningless pointless life blah nihilism don't care about anything no fixed morality blah it's really getting to me now.

Ah if you want my Skype just pm for it.

no I'm not drunk. I couldn't even if I wanted to cos I have no id and I look like12 so eh.

bye

Rival

Rival, I know I disagree with you in tons of stuff and am protective against much stuff you say, but it does not mean I don't care and can't just let this pass . Not sure if that wanting to die was a joke, so I'm gonna impose and as you to please reconsider.

Come to the chat room from time to time. Talk about it there. I'm sure they listen there. I go there from time to time and would love to listen to what you may want to say.

You could contact me thru all other way available and I will listen to anything.

You know what, get a boyfriend. I'm sure it won't be difficult for you