No, on the contrary. Its me that wants to discuss the evidence and subject without making it about the person.
But, since the folks in question here want to make it about me, i too shall make it about them.
You're projecting and or being paranoid. It really is NOT at all about you, only what you're saying. And you made a fool of yourself. No help was required from us for you to do it. You did it without prompt because something snapped.
You snapping like that is a problem you're having, not us.
People who get anxiety blame others for their anxiety. That's why they get anxious. Because they have a convenient excuse to never face their anxiety. You're showing signs of this behavior. Really, you did ALL of your things yourself, and your lack of means and self-awareness was laid bare for everyone to see.
Then you started acting like a child.