Sometimes you think I don't understand what you are saying, most of the time I do, it just doesn't seem possible for some of it to be true.
That's exactly the problem. If you understood it, you'd understand how it's possible. You have trouble abandoning a Newtonian context no matter how many times you think about it. You still suffer from the exact same problem as in the very beginning of this line of argument.
But this IS actually beyond you. Sorry to say it, but you don't understand it as well as you seem to think you do.
Dunning–Kruger effect - Wikipedia