You are speaking of something unknown to me then. I don't see any difference.
there was this energy that people arise from and continues to exist after the personality collapses. you've attached the self to a form, yet it doesn't have an exact form. which form is self? the one at 5 yrs old? the one at 10 yrs? 21?
strangely enough all those forms tend to refer to themselves as I. which i am i?
I've never experienced anything like that. It isn't obvious at all. My mind continually thinks. It doesn't ask permission. When it stops, I stop.
what happens if it doesn't stop? random consciousness keeps the autonomic system working just fine by using matter and energy to keep matter functioning. so it boils down to electrical impulses(energy) moving upon the surface of matter.there are two types of physical phenomena: 1 energy(dark/light) or 2 matter(dark/light).
they are basically the same thing in theory of relativity and quantum mechanics. they are just termed energy and matter in relativity and particle and waves in quantum physics
now a secret:
when consciousness moves on matter, shadowing appears
2 And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.
Mark 4:32
But when it is sown, it groweth up, and becometh greater than all herbs, and shooteth out great branches; so that the fowls of the air may lodge under the shadow of it.
Luke 1:35
And the angel answered and said unto her, The Holy Ghost shall come upon thee, and the power of the Highest shall overshadow thee: therefore also that holy thing which shall be born of thee shall be called the Son of God.
John 3:5
Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water(matter) and of the consciousness(Spirit), he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.
John 3:8
The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit.