You do not obey Jesus, so you do not know Jesus and should not try to tell others about him. You have no idea what Jesus meant.
The one you are trying to teach us all about, he says you are a liar if you say you know him but do not obey him. He says he reveals himself to those who get his teachings and obey them
1 John 2:4
Whoever says, “I know him,” but does not do what he commands is a
liar, and the truth is not in that person.
John 14:21 The person who has my commandments and obeys them is the one who loves me. The one who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him and will reveal myself to him."