What then is it to be a Christian and how am I not a Christian even now?
A Christian is one who has put his trust in Jesus Christ as Lord believing that he was raised from the dead. Not just lip service but heart devotion. I would not know if you have truly don't that.
If its basically not even doing anything in particular really and just being me and eating and sleeping and stuff?
I even read the scriptures quite frequently anyway. Is the only thing that makes a person a Saved Christian vs a Non-Christian simply the matter of saying we believe in something that we haven't seen (the resurrection of Jesus and that Jesus is God)? Then one can live their life almost in the manner of any atheist, buying, selling, pooping, sleeping, and dying, and that is it?
Good question.
Think of it as a marriage... if you said to your spouse "I LOVE you and will spend the rest of my life showing you" and then all you did was just eat, sleep and stuff... did you really mean it in the first place?
Or, the moment you really meant it, and you were at the altar, wasn't it the moment you said "I DO" that you became man and wife? Of course there is a life you live after you meant what you said, but the marriage was still done in a few minutes.
Accepting the gift of life is instantaneous... but if Jesus IS your Lord, you would have a life to live for him doing what love asks for.
So, obviously if you continued your life as an atheist, thief, liar etc... did you really mean it when you confessed him as Lord? I would say "no". No less that when I said to my wife "I DO" it followed with "how can I show you my love; I will forsake all other women" or however else it translates to.
Then the one who made the statement "I believe in what I never saw, that Jesus was resurrected and is God and died for my sins, which I can't possibly know except that I can say it" is saved, and the others go to hell and live with their devil comrades? Can we ever have a good relationship with the demons who hate us, since we'll be inhabiting the same place together due to our inability to say these things about Jesus?
Certainly I know that George Washington lived and that he was the first president yet I have never seen him or his white horse.
It is too easy to be the judge when you aren't the judge. Of course, if you love your friends, wouldn't you share with them what you experienced? I didn't. He changed my life and at the end of 20 years, every brother, sister, aunt, grandmother niece , nephew etc had given their lives too. I was the first of my family.
But as being friends with demons... I don't think so.
As for the Jesus talking about killing, this verse has often puzzled me, what is this about in your opinion:
Luke 19:27
But those enemies of mine who did not want me to be king over them--bring them here and kill them in front of me.'"
and also somewhat puzzling for me (as I prefer a Cosmic Universal Christ to a specific and exclusive one):
That is a parable and not a factual "do this". There are two applications... 1st - the destruction that was to come to Jerusalem in 70AD or the end-times when those who will not yield to God but rather are the enemies of God and His people and have no desire but to kill those people will be dealt with accordingly.
Matthew 15:24
He answered, "I was sent only to the lost sheep of Israel."
and this was concerning for me as well:
Actually, that is just half the story. Yes... while on earth his primary goal was to the lost sheep of Israel. If you read about out in the Old Testament, all of Israel was supposed to be priest to the world.
He always had the rest of the world in mind.
John 10:16 And other sheep I have, which are not of this fold: them also I must bring, and they shall hear my voice; and there shall be one fold, and one shepherd.
We are those "not of this fold" which he also was to bring and it started with the Centurion Cornelius.
Matthew 7:23
Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!'
What is going on in these verse and verses like these? Also, when Paul says "first the Jew", why first the Jew?
There were so many people throughout the world and all generations, and even now, but why is so much emphasis on this small ethnic group and their particular names and ideas about God? All the rest of the whole world were rubbish?
Not at all... This is the picture within the picture. The issue for Israel was to usher in the Messiah. He narrowed the scope, and narrowed the scope, and narrowed the scope until it wasn't just anyone anywhere in the world that would be the one.
But the intent was still for the whole world.
Zechariah 2:11And many nations shall be joined to the Lord in that day, and shall be my people: and I will dwell in the midst of thee, and thou shalt know that the Lord of hosts hath sent me unto thee.
Psalm 2:8 Ask of me, and I shall give thee the heathen for thine inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth for thy possession
He always had the world in mind and still does. Jesus didn't die for just the Jewish nation, he was crucified for all mankind.
Do you know about Michael Heiser? What do you think of his ideas?
I've enjoyed all the answers and dialogue so far a lot, and I think this will still all be really very good for people who might come by this thread to read your perspective.
I can't say that I have heard of him... I will look him up.
Edit:
I didn't know he made the LOGOS study program... I have that one.