Ellen Brown
Well-Known Member
I feel very sorry for you. I am obviously ignorant of the details, and have no wish to inquire further, as you have clearly suffered greatly.
One response to the 9/11 attack was to accuse the US authorities of being completely blind to the reality of Islam as a self-promoting political system dedicated to evangelism by the sword, by deceit and by whatever other means comes to hand. They are still blind, as are the authorities in many other countries. They are creating huge problems for the future in allowing Islamic immigration at all. There is no single authentic interpretation of Islam. There are as many variants of Islam as there are of Christianity but with Christianity it is always possible to go back to the apostles and ask, "what did the founders of Christianity believe?"
With Islam it is quite impossible where Mahomet went through various stages of his religious activity. Although he commenced his pontifications in a relatively modest and quasi-spiritual and reflective sense, he ended up with a different and vastly more militant attitude, where it became quite permissible and even advisory to put "unbelievers" to the sword, and treat them with all kinds of contempt and deceit, especially where they would not submit to the Islamic yoke.
There is no single authentic version of Islam where it all depends on which emphasis the reader of the Quran chooses for himself or herself. Is it a matter of choice anyway? Islam is largely propagated by indoctrination of children and apostasy mandates the death penalty in many countries and Islamic societies. External repression of the unbeliever, which is clearly manifest in places like Pakistan and Saudi Arabia, is fully matched if not exceeded by internal political repression against Islam's existing adherents.
So the West in allowing immigrant adherents of Islam untrammelled access to its benefits is placing itself in an inherently dangerous position. War may not have been justfified by 9/11, and it was difficult to make a coherent case, I fully agree, but one can excuse any deep-seated hatred of Islam post 9/11. Islam is no tame tiger and the casualities of its battles run into millions - 270million according to some calculations.
I've been doing some reading and have watched some Youtube videos on Eastern Orthodox Christianity. Maybe what I still search for is the devout, and quiet devotion to God that I experienced in Islam. I had previously thought of becoming active in Islam again, but their views on Jesus the Christ is not acceptable to me. I was deeply immersed in Middle Eastern Islamic culture for years. It has become clear to me that much of the pain in Islam is that the Sunni and Shia have murderous hatred for each other. However, a blanket statement about Islam can not be credible because it is just as fragmented as Christianity. I started out in a very radical group of Islamics but when I understood what they were about I left. The truth is that when I tried to argue that some of their points were not supportable, they threw me out. There are lots of Muslim groups that are peaceful.
Not sure I agree with your assessment of Muhammad PBUH because of some of the things he did. I believe that the murdering and invasions occurred after his death. He authored The Constitution of Medina in which he put into print rights and privileges for women. He is known to have studied with early Christians, and Jews. In many ways, Islamic practice is a carbon copy of Judaism. It is the later Wahhabists that took it into the darkness.
It has been helpful to me to go over my feelings about this matter. Islam is no longer suitable for me, but I miss the quietness, and devout prayer. I feel the same about the Christian denominations I have experienced. There are some appealing aspects for me in Eastern Orthodoxy, but it is unlikely that I will join that. They are fascinating to me from an Anthropological point of view, however.