I will answer only this and i hope for understanding.
One of the things that we are adviced to do is not to do what you described.
First to hear people out and then maybe say something if you have something to add to it.And to not judge , but to learn from each other and take what is true , good , and helpfull.
We are not adviced to do about certain things , but generally.
Sometimes i ask myself if i should even reply someone because of the chance of being answered with "tribal agenda" "bias" or "propaganda" are very high and i understand why it is like that.
There are people who sometimes abuse some information.
Me writing this does not mean that is for you , since i have not noticed that in your answers.
If you ever want to discuss about the narrative in the Gospels in the matter of History , we can do it in the other part of the forum.
I am also writing this because i realized that i did not ask you how you got to that interpretation in the first place and maybe somehow contributed to the first part of your answer.
Dimi95, if I sounded harsh, it is because of own experiences in life, from being theist to being agnostic.
When I was younger (1981 to 1999, age 15 to 33), I was more idealistic, and I was actually believer, and theist, I was a Christian in name only, but didn’t join any church. It was my older sister, who just gotten baptised recently, who gave me 2 different translations of the Bible, King James (KJV ) and the Good News Bible (GNB). As I was 15 at the time, GNB was read first, as it was more easier to read & understand than KJV, but I did read both. So I read these 2, from cover to cover.
And I had actually enjoyed the bible, so much over the next 3 years, I must have my favorite parts, at least half-a-dozen times, Genesis, Exodus, Joshua, 1 Samuel, all 4 gospels.
I did want to join the church, and research some of the local churches, but each times I weren't satisfied. Then I started college, and that took priority so that read less, and attended less masses. Aside from civil engineering & Bible, my other interests were in classical history and classical mythology, and I was reading Herodotus, Thucydides, Xenophon, Homer, Hesiod, Aeschylus, Sophocles & Euripides. I had also started reading the Norse Volsunga Saga, Prose Edda & Poetic Edda, and the Germanic Nibelungenlied.
i could say, it was due to busy hectic day-to-day college studies in civil engineering, and later juggling works (mostly as draftsman and surveyor), that I stopped reading the Bible for the next 14 years. But I also had a quarrel with the local Methodist minister in 1985, whose church I was considering in joining, but that’s a more complex story.
i did still believe, I just didn’t have much times, from 1986 to 1999, but it was 14-year hiatus, where I didn’t touch the Bible.
From 1995, I decided a career change, as I became more fascinated with computer, and started another study, this time in Computer Science. Then in my last year (1999), one of the subjects was web design. Other than assignments, I wanted to create a personal website.
That year (again in 1999), I began website, called Timeless Myths (
www.timelessmyths.com). I sold it in 2020, as money was very tight, and could no longer keep it running, due to the COVID restrictions, but that’s a different story. Timeless Myths is still active, but I no longer have rights to it.
I was so geared up with my new website, that I did a lot of reading and researches, when I have free time, that I kept building, starting with Classical Mythology, to Norse and then Celtic. Then in the following year (2000), I began a section on the Arthurian Legends. In the middle of 2000, I began several webpages on the grail legends of Perceval & Galahad. Due to the legend that the grail was supposedly the dish that Joseph of Arimathea caught Jesus’ blood, I picked up the Bible for the first time in 14 years.
What my years of experiences in studying Computer Science have taught me, is too be thorough with my sources, meaning “reviewing”, “cross-referencing”, by double-checking, triple-checking, in whatever I am going to research…and that what I was doing with Timeless Myths.
But as I read the crucifixion episode in Matthew, I was drawn back to rereading the birth episode in Matthew 1 & 2.
As I said, I was much younger when I had 1st read the Bible, more idealistic, but also less experienced in research, so what I read I took at face-value, believing what I have read without thorough research. I did not cross-reference Matthew 1:23 with Isaiah 7 & 8, or with any other New Testament reinterpretations of the so-called messianic signs.
But i was 34 then in 2000. I was older, more experienced with researches, and I came to realizaction when I reread Matthew 1:23 that there was something wrong. I reread Isaiah’s original sign, and it just blew my mind away. How did I not see that, back in the early 1980s?
Rereading other signs that Matthew (gospel) used, and compared them against the original passages, they all sounded like propaganda to me.
From that point on, I became agnostic, although I never heard of agnostic and Agnosticism until 2003, when I joined my first internet forum…not here; i didn’t become a member of Religious Education forum until 2006.
That was my experiences, back then. It was my own experiences with the Bible. I have become less idealistic, more of humanist, realist, skeptic and cynic. I do see the Bible quite differently. My interpretations of Matthew-Isaiah are really my own.
I am sorry, if I had bored you, but i thought you should know my background and how I became what I am, today.