If life is so devastating, why do we live it? Is the experience, as bad as it can often be, that great? Why do we struggle to continue, when everything around us dies....
If this is a question you've asked, then you are the person who needs to look around, and see the good that life brings. A good meal, that makes your tastebuds sing. A song, that makes your soul transcend. A good love, that makes your heart tremble.....
And if you have seen both these views, and known them to be simultaneously true, do you then choose apathy? For, it is hard to see, and understand both sides, and continue to feel passion for either side, is it not? It's a good thing we are human, and by definition irrational creatures, fit for little more than a shallow wondering of how things are and should be....
You might ask, why merely a shallow understanding? Are we not the most capable to understand anything at all? And that is the crux of the matter, the crux of my apathy. We do not know, do we? From all we see, there is evidence that we are the most intelligent species in existence, but are we the wisest? Some would say yes, but then, why would we listen to that person, for clearly they are lacking in wisdom, are they not?
If this sounds deep, know that it is not, not because it is incapable of being deep, but because i didn't search hard in my heart, but simply let the words flow forth, using my conscious thoughts merely to direct my hands to type, so that these words, which came naturally, would flow. Ah, but does that make the words deep? Is it not simply allowing how you truly feel to come out, in a way, deep? Nah, i don't see that at all. There is nothing deep about what i've said, especially since i've spent way to long on debating it's depth.
This was nothing more than poetry, not good poetry, but words, allowed to come forth, so that you may read them, and hopefully get something from them. Something shallow, something deep, something funny, something sad. I care not, for if i have touched you in some way, that is the true meaning of my words here, not what the words imply, but what they do to you, inside.
Okay. Enjoy that. I pretty much just went into auto to write that. Looks pretty dumb, but it sure is random, is it not?