When I say it's not a rational belief, I don't mean that people who hold that belief are utterly irrational. I mean that it is not a belief that is rationally arrived at, or held for rational reasons.
I can agree with this. Until I experienced this phenomena, first hand, I didn't believe in it either. However, once you find yourself at the center of a brilliant star, looking outwards... in all directions, simultaneously... it does tend to make you go, "Hmmm." One of ones first thoughts is, "This can't be real." At the very least, such an experience effectively bends ones idea of what constitutes reality.
No one examines the evidence and deduces the existence of a soul, as you demonstrate yourself.
Indeed. Until I saw it "up close and personal", the "soul" was a fairly amorphous construct in my young mind.
You think the existence of the soul to be necessary within the framework of other beliefs you hold dear -- beliefs that are also not deductions from the evidence. You wish to maintain these beliefs and your understanding of them, so you hold the existence of a soul to be necessary. While this is a rational process within the context of your beliefs, that context itself is arbitrarily chosen, and not rationally arrived at.
Speaking for myself, it wasn't like that at all. The experience literally blew my concept of reality to tiny smithereens. If the truth be told, I realized that what we regard as "real", wasn't as real as it appears to be. Likewise, I also understood that what is regarded as "unreal" was considerably more realistic than I had ever dared imagine. Happily, I was able to mesh the two together by rationalizing that things are, simply put, not what they seem.
That said, I do agree that someone simply deciding to believe in the soul is a bit more than absurd. At best it is an emotional reaction to perceived reality with a dollop of your proverbial wing on a prayer. Sadly, I never equated any religious identifications with my personal view of "soul". Not even slightly. We may as well be describing two separate beasts. Though the experience did give me a few glimpses into the nature of "god", it also simultaneously evaporated any notions held to be true by your garden variety theist in regards to the "soul".
That's what I mean when I say it's not a rational belief -- it is ultimately something that is accepted on the basis of authority or tradition. It is not based on fact or evidence.
Again, I agree. Without the experience, it is all for not, as they cannot, stress on CANNOT, imagine what they are dealing with nor the inherent implications.
That said, I never rule out the possibility that what I have experienced, on hundreds of occasions, is little more than a bizarre delusion - an odd quirk of my psyche. Part of me believes that I MUST maintain the possibility that this is all an illusion - as the day I decide otherwise is the day I really will go off the deep end.
However... it is such a delicious illusion - if, indeed, that is what it truly is.