As against that, isn't one still investigating, please?
Regards
Well, at one time I was investigating gods to better underetand the truth. I feel like I've learned what I can from the active pursuit of gods. Everything I've seen seen past that point has been just more of the same, really. If there can't be anything really learned past this point of meaningful value, then what's the point?
I've focused all my effort into the worship of a deity (yahweh) before in my life, but what have I got to show for it? 30 years wasted, and no closer to the truth for all of my effort. I've learned more in the past 7 years than I have my entire life combined, and of those 7 years, the bulk of it was learned the past 1-2 years.
The more I focus my efforts on the tangible things in life, the more I can make manifest the things I want to see happen. When sewing seeds with dreams, all you will reap are dreams, and it's time for me to wake up. I may be bleary eyed, but I'm awake now, so don't mind me while I just quietly sip my coffee and plan for the events of the day.
I still investigate religion as a hobby, though. I'm interested in cultural expression, and religions have that in spades. As for gods themselves, I've lost any interest in their pursuit as a way to get to the heart of the truth; there just ain't anything there, from my own personal experience.