Really? So, what about those, like me, who genuinely believed in God but he never did a damn thing, and that person wasted decades of their life hoping, praying, seeking, and waiting for God to do something, anything, in their life that would show them that he is present and he loves them? Don't you think that a loving and merciful God would answer the prayers of an abused child? I ask because I was one while growing up. And now, as a former Christian, I consider praying to God like praying to a brick wall and expecting that solid wall to answer you. As far as I'm concerned, either there is no God or else he doesn't give a damn about me or about anyone else who is suffering in their life, or he plays favorites and is very picky about who he helps, and the rest of humanity be damned. In any case, I've long since decided that since God apparently didn't think I was worth his time, I no longer consider him worth mine.