I was well up in years before I managed to actually READ the bible. Up until then, I suppose one could say that I was a good candidate for becoming a 'believer'. But then after I READ the bible, I came to the realization that there is no way I could be a believer in all what I had read, It never fails to amaze me when I encounter someone who themselves have read it, and comes away from that actually BECOMING a believer.
Seek the lord in your youth.
"Remember your Creator in the days of your youth, before the days of trouble come and the years approach when you will say, "I find no pleasure in them"-- Ecclesiastes 12:1
It is stuff like this that also makes me wonder, how is it possible that an otherwise sensible person can make sense of this.....for what you are saying, is that God, needs to have people go through God, in order to 'reach' 'speak to' God.
"In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. - John 1:1
"And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth. - John 1:14
No amount of verbal contortions can make that make sense to me. It's like Jesus (God) looking in a mirror and declaring to himself (God), that NO ONE can come to him (God), except THROUGH himself (God).
"No man hath seen God at any time; the only begotten Son, which is in the bosom of the Father, he hath declared him. - John 1:18
Then it probably won't need to make sense right now. For the time being anyway. Even the God of the Old Testament, the Logos, would cause harm to Moses, just by being seen by him. Moses wanted to SEE God, but was told to hide in the cleft of the rock, a passing glance was all that could be safely tolerated.
According to my read, God the Father is Holy, Holy, Holy. And "the penalty for sin is DEATH." I don't think anybody would WANT the Ancient of Days to get too close to this planet right now, not even Moses, back in those days of Moses.
It's probably like superman, and kryptonite. The weak force, and the strong force. Matter, and antimatter. Frosty the snowman, meeting the summer sun.
There's no containment field.
We must be born again:
"Beloved, we are God’s children now, and what we will be has not yet appeared;
but we know that when he appears we shall be like him,
because we shall see him as he is.- 1 John 3:2
Peaceful Sabbath.