I think you're missing a few big reasons:
- no reason to consider the Bible true.
- emotional reactions to the morally repugnant aspects of Christianity.
For me, the biggest obstacles I found when I was seriously considering Christianity:
- evidence: I saw no evidence for any of the key stories of the Bible, or for the efficacy of prayer, or for the existence of God.
- morality: the atonement is repugnant. Any god that would take as "payment" the torture and murder of a truly innocent man (or god-man) is not one I could worship.
As far as "moral degeneracy"... my own behaviour is generally in line with Christian moral codes. I have serious problems with certain positions of some Christian denominations (e.g. anti-LGBT doctrines, anti-abortion doctrines, "prosperity gospel"-type overemphasis of material wealth), but this is about empathy and basic decency towards others, not about trying to get freedoms for myself.
***saw no evidence for any of the key stories of the Bible, or for the efficacy of prayer, or for the existence of God***
Are you referring to no evidence for the supernatural aspects of the stories? Because I find the stories and narratives of the great Bible figures by turns compelling, fascinating, self-revealing about my own foibles, etc. They are marvelous stories. Lincoln wasn't a Christian but read from the scriptures to White House guests for hours (along with Shakespeare)!
***the atonement is repugnant. Any god that would take as "payment" the torture and murder of a truly innocent man (or god-man) is not one I could worship.***
Some don't consider this a straight payment. Some consider this an exemplar of God's willingness to be kind, for example, see from Romans 3 one of my favorite passages:
But now apart from the law the righteousness of God has been made known, to which the Law and the Prophets testify. 22 This righteousness is given through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference between Jew and Gentile, 23 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, 24 and all are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus. 25 God presented Christ as a sacrifice of atonement, through the shedding of his blood—to be received by faith. He did this to demonstrate his righteousness, because in his forbearance he had left the sins committed beforehand unpunished— 26 he did it to demonstrate his righteousness at the present time, so as to be just and the one who justifies those who have faith in Jesus.
27 Where, then, is boasting? It is excluded. Because of what law? The law that requires works? No, because of the law that requires faith. 28 For we maintain that a person is justified by faith apart from the works of the law.
***As far as "moral degeneracy"... my own behaviour is generally in line with Christian moral codes. I have serious problems with certain positions of some Christian denominations (e.g. anti-LGBT doctrines, anti-abortion doctrines, "prosperity gospel"-type overemphasis of material wealth), but this is about empathy and basic decency towards others, not about trying to get freedoms for myself.
I can certainly understand that, but we should go in order:
If the Bible is the true Word of God, all else proceeds from there including what are absolute moral standards and do individual sects adhere to them?
For example, I know Christians on both sides who love homosexuals: some want to love people by getting them freedoms to marry and socialize, some want to love people by using honesty regarding sin and salvation. Both come from love. Same with abortion: some want to love women to give them freedoms and economic power, some want to love women by having them not do self-harmful things (abortion).