FearGod
Freedom Of Mind
i used to buy sweepstakes before around 10 years for a chance
to win a big cash.
i didnt win even a consolation prize eventhough i was buying
sweepstakes for years.
One day in the morning i bought a sweepstakes ,but that day
was different than all other previous days.
i dont know what happened to me at that day that my mind wandered
so far and i started to talk with myself,why i am not winning even
a consolation prize,who control the running wheels,nobody,it depends
on the luck,i said can god control such things.
i looked up to the sky and i said from inside my mind,god are you there,
are you real,i just want to reassure my heart that you are real and true,
god i promise that i will worship and obey you,but only my request is to
show me an evidence that you are real,i know i dont have the right to ask
you to do so,but i beg you to help me to know you.
i said,god,i dont want to be among the grand winners,but only a consolation
one is enough to let me know you,i dont want the prize,but i want to know that
you are real and do exist.
The draw for the winning numbers was on the evening of that day and
i didnt watch the draw on tv.
in the morning i opened the newspaper to check for the winner numbers,
i started from the consolation ones,the sweepstake was in my pocket and
i memorized the number (7 digits),i was disappointed,my number was faraway
from the consolation ones,then i started to go up for the 4 grand winners,
of course i was apathetic at that moment,then i stopped on the 2nd prize,the
number seems close to my number,i was shocked that i forgot the exact number.
i got the sweepstakes from my pocket and checked once again,i dont believe my
eyes,i got the 2nd prize and not a consolation one.
From my story which happened to me exactly as i described it to you,
do you think that it was just a coincident or god did realy implemented my request.
to win a big cash.
i didnt win even a consolation prize eventhough i was buying
sweepstakes for years.
One day in the morning i bought a sweepstakes ,but that day
was different than all other previous days.
i dont know what happened to me at that day that my mind wandered
so far and i started to talk with myself,why i am not winning even
a consolation prize,who control the running wheels,nobody,it depends
on the luck,i said can god control such things.
i looked up to the sky and i said from inside my mind,god are you there,
are you real,i just want to reassure my heart that you are real and true,
god i promise that i will worship and obey you,but only my request is to
show me an evidence that you are real,i know i dont have the right to ask
you to do so,but i beg you to help me to know you.
i said,god,i dont want to be among the grand winners,but only a consolation
one is enough to let me know you,i dont want the prize,but i want to know that
you are real and do exist.
The draw for the winning numbers was on the evening of that day and
i didnt watch the draw on tv.
in the morning i opened the newspaper to check for the winner numbers,
i started from the consolation ones,the sweepstake was in my pocket and
i memorized the number (7 digits),i was disappointed,my number was faraway
from the consolation ones,then i started to go up for the 4 grand winners,
of course i was apathetic at that moment,then i stopped on the 2nd prize,the
number seems close to my number,i was shocked that i forgot the exact number.
i got the sweepstakes from my pocket and checked once again,i dont believe my
eyes,i got the 2nd prize and not a consolation one.
From my story which happened to me exactly as i described it to you,
do you think that it was just a coincident or god did realy implemented my request.
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