Suppose you were shown a script of your life written out before your birth by your creator that you only learned about recently and are now reading. Your past is correct in every detail. The script even has you reading the script at one point, so you realize that you have reached the present in this timeline. What do you think about your free will? Did you have any? It sure felt like it. You had desires over the years and acted on many of them.
Yes, I had free will and acted upon my desires. God has always known what those choices would be because God is all knowing.
The script is the Tablet of Fate. Some things in that Tablet were things that happened to me that were predestined by God and some things were choices I made of my own free will.
That's free will, right? But an omniscient creator knew every choice you would make before you did, and could write it before you were born. Do you still feel like you're the captain of the ship of self, or are you an observer watching the inevitable play out?
The omniscient God knew every choice I would ever make before I did and knew even before I was born. I am not an observer, I am on the ship, deciding where the ship will go. I am the captain of the ship of self because I can make my own choices, choices God has always known I would make. God is the observer, although sometimes God guides the ship.
According to my beliefs, without God the ship could not move at all.
"Also the inaction or the movement of man depend upon the assistance of God. If he is not aided, he is not able to do either good or evil. But when the help of existence comes from the Generous Lord, he is able to do both good and evil; but if the help is cut off, he remains absolutely helpless. This is why in the Holy Books they speak of the help and assistance of God. So this condition is like that of a ship which is moved by the power of the wind or steam; if this power ceases, the ship cannot move at all. Nevertheless, the rudder of the ship turns it to either side, and the power of the steam moves it in the desired direction. If it is directed to the east, it goes to the east; or if it is directed to the west, it goes to the west. This motion does not come from the ship; no, it comes from the wind or the steam.
In the same way, in all the action or inaction of man, he receives power from the help of God; but the choice of good or evil belongs to the man himself."
Some Answered Questions, pp. 249-250
You can read the whole chapter here:
70: FREE WILL
Suppose you look ahead and see the script for tomorrow and the rest of your future. Would you be able to look ahead to tomorrow and say that you won't make that mistake the script shows you making? If you could, if you could choose to go off script, is your creator still omniscient? If you can't, do you have free will?
All that is a moot point because I cannot look ahead and see the script for tomorrow and the rest of my future. That would be like cheating because if I could see the future I would know the mistakes
not to make and avoid making those mistakes. God does not want that. God wants us to live one day at a time and do what we believe is right, making our choices as we go along. If we make certain mistakes we learn from those mistakes. If we live well we learn from that too, we learn to keep living that way.
Would you want to see the script of your future? I know I would not want to see it. Of course it could go either way, because it could be good or it could be bad, but I am not one to live in the future. The present is difficult enough to navigate.
All we know is that we have desires that we like to make happen and often do. We don't know what role consciousness plays in the process beyond observer. It might not be the source of the desires or the decision to make them happen. Neural processes outside of consciousness and responsible for consciousness may be the source of those urges, and we merely notice ourselves getting thirsty and getting a drink, thinking that that was our idea because nobody else is their to claim authorship, although we don't recall deciding to be thirsty, just to getting a drink. We weren't free to choose our will - the desire to get a drink - just our behavior, and even that is not so certain.
Since psychology is my other hat I like what
@Evangelicalhumanist said so I saved it in a Word document for future reference. He said:
"I believe that our unconscious brain makes many of our choices, as-it-were "for us." But since it is our own unconscious, it is still us. Not being conscious of making the decision doesn't mean that it isn't "you" making it. (In the same way, while you might be unconscious under anaesthetic during a surgery, and are not aware of the procedure going on, it is still happening to you.)
But further, I believe that our conscious (and unconscious) minds reflect on the choices thus made, and that reflection feeds back into the system and modifies the thousands of "modules" that make us who we are, so that the choices we make in future -- even if still made by our unconscious selves -- have been at least informed by what has happened before. In other words, how we feel about what we've done helps to make us who we become, and therefore helps to mold our future choices." #22
If by free will all that we mean is that we experience desires and act on them, then yes, that happens, but we cannot tell from that whether we actually had a choice or it only felt like it.
If we made a choice and acted upon it then we can tell that we made a choice because the thing we chose happened.
How could we possibly decide if we were free to choose otherwise, or it only felt like it? I don't think we can.
I agree. I do not think we can know if we could have chosen otherwise. We can only know what we chose, that we were free to choose that, since we chose it.