I follow a now extinct faith-based religion called Simonianism, branded as "Gnostic" by the Roman church fathers. It was founded by Simon Magus near the beginning of the 1st century, declaring himself to be the virgin-born incarnation of the unknown heavenly Father, sent to reveal salvation to all who seek Him.
My religion gives me:
#1 a sense of pride, I am proud to say I follow a personal Savior who many truelly felt was God, I long to experience what his followers did, it gives me peace and a feeling of spiritual longing, a close loving affection with the Divine.
#2 It gives me a feeling of importance, I feel good about my beliefs because I can preserve and tell others about an ancient long-lost religious movement that was so interesting and similar to Christianity. It makes one truelly wonder about those distant times.
#3 Seeking. I am always seeking the mysteries of God and I remain open to all understanding of the Divine, even if it be not my own.