The core of our purpose is awareness not self-awareness. We keep putting awareness on a back burner as if our morals and beliefs superseded the nature of life
When a frog sits and waits for his food, he is aware yes. As you say in context, he isn't self aware. That isn't wrong. That is actually beautiful. It is the foundation of our purpose is to first come back to our childlike state and just Be. Just Be aware. Don't attach labels: desires, morals, free will, god, this, that. Just Be.
That is Zen. Perfect. Innocence. Childlike. As adults, we forget what it's like o be a child. Why? Do we feel we are so important in our
self awareness that to be a blank slate and innocent is primitive?
Yes, I would love to go back as a child and be just aware and just Be. Yet, the human mind in today's society has made it so complicated that to do that I'd have to go into a very deep state of meditation. I have to at least see myself as a child and be innocent in what I do and how I see things without bias, without preset beliefs, just be. Nothing wrong or immoral about that.
I'm not saying self-awareness is wrong. I find more benefit and beauty in awareness because it's going back to our childlike state; and, as an adult, I feel I need that child-like state to Be. Yes, I have
my purpose in life; however, to live
the purpose I need to know the difference between my purpose and the purpose. I should not depend on my purpose because we change. We are in an ever changing cycle and our beliefs and morals change as we grow older. Our self-awareness matures (or not) and we see things differently.
If only I can find that balance, that is the most beautiful state I can think of.
Ignorance, bliss, you know the drill.
On what grounds? You mentioned:
Yes, they are very aware and often have better sensory gathering abilities than we. But they are not self aware, which is the source of our moral free will. I'm slowly coming to realize that most people don't understand how valuable, how important those to things are. And if this is a test as I believe it is, we sentients are the only ones that can pass it. And we can't pass judgement on what passing the test might mean until we graduate. For now, we have to make the most of our individual situations--and do the right thing, make the moral choices, which only we are equipped to make.
So if you had the choice, you'd choose not to have self-awareness and free will? Your mental maturity would never get past 2?
Without it, you'll never be able to realize you're you.
Yes, but it isn't a bad thing. Even animals do that.
Grass breathes. When it dies, it doesn't know the difference because it never knew it was alive, and neither does a cow. Just being part of nature is all any of us should really need, and forget about desire???
You keep saying simply aware and not making the distinction between self-aware which is a monumental gulf.
That isn't a purpose, it's a manifestation. Do you have no desires?
I also think self awareness is also a part of the ego wanting to know everything. For example, if I made love to someone and kept myself self-aware of it, then I am going by my ego-by my desires. I am falling into lust. If I was aware and went with the flow--the freedom of expression and melting between two souls--lust doesn't exist. We will just Be. We would not label i as desire or not because we will recognize it
without having to analyze it. We can think about it, philosophize, et cetera; however, I personally want to go beyond trying to find out "why" and just Be. I see nothing wrong with that. If anything, that is self-awareness there. When you can drop the labels and
naturally pick up on who you are.
Your awareness becomes more keen and sharp like many animals who hunt for food. I guess it's alright to label self-awareness by labels: desires, pain, pleasure, love, etc.... that's not my goal. I don't see that in nature. I don't see why I would
want to do something against nature. That's just not my thing.