I couldn't resist my sarcasm, sorry for that. I can relate to what you are saying. It actually does come to me via the universe, which is my God. It comes to you by the God of the Bible, no matter, as long as we get it. I really am sorry for my lash out, because I want to be able to communicate with Christians, this is a new thing for me to try. Before of late, I had been very anti-Christian. But I am seeing that it will not get us anywhere to knock each other. We need each other like we never have before, please excuse my slip. But I would also ask that you consider that there are many ways to be taught spiritual life, it happens all the time. Look at how many religions are discussed on this site alone. And in each one of them, I am quite sure the presence of their God is felt, that is very telling.