I am as well.
I'm not from a practising background. Sort of family who uses god in sentences and that's about it. I had a brief encounter with Catholicism as a child at school (since we had a choice of Catholicism, Protestantism or secular moral teachings) and I wanted to be with my friend. I had no idea what it was and didn't understand it at all. I just remember Hail Mary and colouring pictures and didn't know what it meant. It didn't last long.
Somehow though, I believe in reincarnation since a long time which is weird because I don't remember any exposure to it. Not sure if I believed in a form of god, I never really thought of it.
Then I became an Atheist who was quite angry. It was a low point in life and of discovering all the pain and suffering. Funny how a lot of people turn to religion or god if they encounter hardships but I was a teen, answer less and angry.
Then things got a bit better, I still didn't come around but wanted to understand why so many people believed and honestly, had no knowledge of religion minus a little of Christianity, after a LOT of reading, some meditation and realisation, I started to believe that there is some form of deity. Now I'm panentheistic but still seeking a religion.