I think that when we completely surrender to God, we get help. I have experienced this myself.
Why were you being persecuted, for your beliefs?
Don't you think that others have survived horrendous persecution? Perhaps they got assistance from God but they did not claim to be God.
You are right, that when we surrender to God we get help. I have concrete proof of that personally.
As to why I was persecuted it is because I challenged the UK authorities in a matter of conscience that the citizen has a right to expect justice from the State and that this was a nation of morons in a police state. The Police State denied the citizen this human right. It started when I was sacked for gross misconduct by my employers because I wanted justice against discrimination at the workplace in career development, and the UK State was not geared up for providing that justice. From a great scientist who published 35 scientific papers in international journals and had secured three promotions I was rendered into a life of poverty and could never recover my scientific career. It raised questions within me as to the desirability of having this State continuing to exist as it has done for hundreds of years. So I searched for the precise mechanism by which injustices were perpetrated by the State by issuing court proceedings incessantly. This angered the authorities and they persecuted me by trying to force me to leave the country and go to India, sending me into mental hospitals and when out forcing antipsychotic and antidepressant medications on me to control my behaviour. That is how the persecution was implemented by the State authorities.
I was determined to stay put in the United Kingdom because when I had sought asylum the countries that I had approached were manipulated not to give me asylum. I had no choice but to stay in the United Kingdom and fight the injustices. This is when I sought help from God and He provided me the precise methods that I used to fight the State authorities with. I was not going to go anywhere but remain in the United Kingdom and Blog my experiences as the only form of justice that I could muster (google Shantanu Panigrahi's Blog: Towards Knowledge for World Conservation to read more).
I practised yoga to secure God's help and in doing so I realised that I was infallible, impeccable and faultless and perfect in the manner by which I was acting to survive the persecution so I questioned whether there was any difference between me and God by coming off the method that I used to check for messages from God. This method was using a digital clock where clock sightings of the No 7 (3.22, 6.10, 4.21, 9.07, 10.33, etc) meant that God was asking me to send a missile at the criminals that the State was using to persecute me. When I saw that I was able to have the right thoughts that continued my resistance to the State-organised persecution, I knew that I was God Itself living a human life.