Maybe you should question the narrative of your religion. According to the Muslim tradition, this guy called Muhammad (the praised one), was a conduit of messages from some angel of light, called Gabriel, from some being named "Allah", a term taken from the world traders known as the Nabateans, located in Petra. The religion is based around a man with no actual name given in this Koran, supposedly written after the murder of this supposed prophet, because the content was not consistent among the supposed followers of Muhammad, after a great many of his supposed companions were killed in battle, and a place, called "Mecca", which was later written into the Koran, and with parathesis used as it was not original to the following manuscripts. The only place named in the Koran, was "Becca", the "gathering place", which is actually delineated in Petra, not a non existing world trading center, in a non lush place called Mecca, in the early 7th century. If you check the original direction of the original prayer walls in north Africa, and Spain, along with the early mosques, they point in the direction of Petra and Jerusalem, not Mecca, which did not exist on any trading map until after the 8th century, or in any independent writings of the period. Your religion is a narrative written starting around the time of Arab ruler of Jerusalem, Abd al-Malik, who was imitating the Roman emperor Constantine, in creating a state religion to unite his empire. In the early 7th century, Mecca was located in desolate wilderness, as it is still today. No orchards or canals, as with your mythical Mecca. The writers of your narrative were mostly Persians, written in Persia, not Mecca. The compulsion in religion, is that if you are a Muslim, and you refute Mohammad, you are subject to death by your religion.