I have no idea what this means.
We're just not communicating, so I think it's time to end the discussion. You want to discuss the mind of God, which is of little interest to an atheist, and I want to discuss the validity of critical thinkers assessing the claims about gods, which seems to be of no interest to you.
Now you want to argue that I'm not agnostic while simultaneously telling me that I can't know your mind, and quibbling whether you consider your beliefs knowledge.
Plus, it seems to be getting personal and emotional for you. I see you struggling to contain your impulse to strike out, and you're doing a pretty good job, but it's not necessary. It goes with the territory when one challenges the cherished beliefs of the faithful.
I'm reminded of the movie My Little Chickadee, in which Mae West has approached the bench in a courtroom trial, and the judge asks her (paraphrased), 'Ms. West. Are you trying to show contempt for this court?' to which she replies, "No, your honor, I'm doing my damnedest to conceal it."
There's an interesting asymmetry there. I never feel that way when by beliefs are challenged, and don't see emotional reactions from the other critical thinkers, either, but these are different cultures with different assumptions about what debate is and rules of acceptable conduct.
So thank you for your time, but discussing gods like they exist just isn't helpful to me.