Aganjuzu
seeker
Why do you see these events as being so troubling? Plenty of people report seeing apparitions of one type or another. It's not like they are harassing you on a regular basis.
It's the basis of my belief in spirituality. That's the trouble. It's become like a chain to the spirtual world that i sometimes obsess over in my mind.
I'm glad i experienced it, but i just wish i could meet others who can relate. Maybe i'm digging too deep for meaning. It does kinda bother me that i haven't experienced anything like it again while sober.