No, I was being facetious.
That's not credible.
What you wrote when I asked you "what
you do that you would call loving an enemy, and why you consider it a virtue" was, "My love for enemies includes never rising to their level, trying to avoid even the appearance of passive-aggressive responses, when atheists (not you) constantly curse me, say I lie, etc. etc."
Facetious means "
treating serious issues with deliberately inappropriate humor; flippant." I think you gave me a serious answer that you now want to step back from.
The answer was also incomplete. I asked you why you considered loving enemies a virtue. Once again you declined to answer, which I accept as your answer - you have no argument for that.
More specifically, I've had people spew their spittle on me and threaten me with knives and baseball bats and fists while preaching in public. Others picked up objects to throw at me or stole my Bible out of my hands while I was preaching. I felt at these times a genuine love for these people and would lay down my life for you or anyone to trust Christ.
Well, you already know that I don't find any value in that, and since you have repeatedly declined to explain what value you see in it, I'll conclude that there is none for you either apart from virtue signalling a repeatedly implied but never demonstrated morally superior position.
I also don't consider the people you described as enemies any more than somebody who slams the door on a salesman is that salesman's enemy.
But I'm curious why you are treated so shabbily by others. For years, I used to stand on street corners with a Bible and Christian tracts addressing passers by and trying to encourage them to come to our church and find Jesus. Nobody ever treated me in the manner you describe.
Perhaps you're no better at concealing your contempt for atheists there than here. Do you let them know that you consider them your moral inferior because as unbelievers, they are incapable of the love you feel even for enemies? Do you call them sinners in need of repentance and threaten them with an undesirable afterlife?