Friend zenzero, I am finding that I am getting bored. Does there ever come a point in ones life where you have found all the answers you could possibly find about "God" and "spirituality" and there is nothing left? Perhaps in the next life there will be more for me to learn, but for the moment it seems as though my learning curve has reached a peak. Of course there is always more out there to learn, but as far as my own "spiritualty" is concerned, I have come to a full understanding of it already. In a sense I feel completed, but this doesn't seem like it should be possible. Perhaps it is all just that simple. When you finally "get it", you realize all the answers were already there to begin with. Maybe this is part of the reason why I am so good with "creating" things. I am an artist. Now I no longer have to question, I can just "still the mind" without even trying. Does this sound weird? Maybe I am just fooling myself.
Maybe this is just a natural process.