For me I saw something in people I respected that made me want to know more about it. I wasn't a believe for many years but my seeking the answers to many nagging questions helped me to become one. It doesn't seem fair that I have been so blessed, but I am so thankful.
When you compile all those things together they become undisputable truth of God, but it would have been easy in the beginning to go another direction. Some of the things that have made me strong came in the way of suffering and trial. Others came in the way of success and joy. But it...
For me the things I have seen over many years have established God's existence as fact. But I have to admit that faith in things I couldn't prove started me believing.
Whether a person knows it or not it is a fact that partaking of too much Hemlock can kill you. That is real for everyone. There is a truth about God that is real for everyone also. The truth of Gods existence is real whether there is any morality or not.
I know what you mean and it was that way for me too. When I first asked I didn't receice the answers I needed right away either. But what a miracle it is that someone like me was able to find what I was looking for. Keep seeking.
This is how I did it.
So I say to you, ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. 1 For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened". Luke 11:9-10
Yes I believe in the Abrahamic God. This God;
"You alone are the LORD;
You have made heaven,
The heaven of heavens, with all their host,
The earth and everything on it,
The seas and all that is in them,
And You preserve them all.
The host of heaven...
God is no murderer, but if we give responsibility to the one who could stop it all from happening, we might want to know why. It feels good to have those questions worked out.