I've been to a UU church and I understand your position completely. It sounds like the Gaudiya Vaishnavism tradition shares some (but not all) of your beliefs (loving God, no hell, eternal soul).
One of my favorites: The Book of Understanding By Osho
The path to freedom is filled with questions and uncertainty. Is it possible to truly know who we are? Do our lives have a purpose, or are we just accidental? What are we meant to contribute? What are we meant to become, to create...
It is interesting that we are on similar paths.
I was a Pentecostal Christian for about 8 years, became an Atheist, then Religious Scientist, Humanist/Secular Buddhist, then Pantheist, and now Religious Naturalist/Agnostic.
I just discovered Reconstructionist Judaism a few days and I've...
Maybe you can take this time to re-examine what you actually do believe and don't believe. The UU church is a good suggestion or even not joining another group at all. I do understand the social benefits of going to church though.
I have chanted Nam Myoho Renge Kyo and Om Shanti. During both chants, I came close to tears. I am still trying to understand what is happening within me when I feel like crying during chants.
I don't believe that there is only one right religion, but there may be a religion that's right for you. Most of the beliefs today are just re-edits of older religions.
I cherry-pick my beliefs and I feel no remorse about it.
I like what the Hindu deity Ganesh represents, but I don't actually believe it exists. I even bought a Ganesha statue for my house :)
I don't worship any deities.
I was raised in a Pentecostal Christian fundamentalist household. I know my parents meant no harm by indoctrinating me into this belief, but I came to discover through research and self-evaluation that this doctrine was not for me.
There are just too many similarities with christianity and...