Thankyou everyone for engaging with my posts in this constructive manner. I was fairly sure that i would recieve at least one piece of troll hate mail as a result (much like i got off the mental health forum website, b4 they banned me), but instead you have engaged in a creative and constructive way. I am also an expert on this field, having suffered from the condition for the last nine years, and researched it deeply in this time. Including reading several books on it, cover to cover. How many of you can claim this?
As for the chemical imbalance paradigm, whereas it is true that this is a working model, which seems to fit with a great majority of psychiatrists, it must be remembered that they are working as well. In fact it is a part of the etymology of the psychiatric illness/wellbeing model that they seek to cure these diseases/malnomers with drugs. Sure many of them will also look to other forms of treatment as part of their recovery model, they do these as well at least these days. However their first recourse is to the medicine, and the rest comes after i am afraid to say. And yes i do have insight over these nine years having spent a third of this as an inpatient, and the rest on the outside.
Life in hospitals, where the very defintion and creation of the term and concept and reality of 'madmen' happens, is nothing like the outside world. And it is very easy to step in to this environment and loose sight of the wood for the trees. As one above poster has already reffered to from her experience as a student. But i am living proof of someone who has both a. been diagnosed clinically mad and been refused escape from three separate medics and judges, and also got married, had a (step) daughter, and is close to finishing a degree, in this time. To be honest with you if the makeup of users of this site are anything like the general population of the west, the majority of you won't have degrees. And whereas i would expect to see the odd state of mild depression, i very much doubt i'll find someone else who has done three years plus in these places. For the simple reason that most don't make it out alive. I have lost many good friends along the way.
Please don't argue with what i am saying. Well you can argue and disagree, but ultimately the only person you are fooling is yourself. For whereas they constantly tell me that i have no insight in to my condition, as evidenced by me blaming my recent relapse of the whiskey i was drinking by the bottle at the time, for example. I would beg to differ!